June 30th, 2011
04:03 PM ET
In an interview with In Touch magazine, Nadya Suleman reportedly makes some strong remarks about children- including her own.
Suleman, who was labeled with the moniker "Octomom" after she gave birth to octuplets in 2009, told the publication, "I hate babies, they disgust me."
She went on, "My older six are animals, getting more and more out of control, because I have no time to properly discipline them."
The single mom told the magazine that the only way she can cope is to lock herself in the bathroom and cry.
"Sometimes I sit there for hours and even eat my lunch sitting on the toilet floor. Anything to get peace and quiet," she said.
Suleman admits that her bank account is "overdrawn by $300 and I have no money to pay for the children's school, food or the mortgage." She's previously hosted a yard sale at her La Habra, California home to deal with financial hardship, and has reportedly signed on to be on the HDNet reality TV show Celebridate.
"Some days I have thought about killing myself. I cannot cope," Suleman tells In Touch. She says of her kids, "Obviously, I love them - but I absolutely wish I had not had them."
Nadya Suleman will appear on HLN's "Dr. Drew" on July 12.