Michael was 8 years older than me, so I was very young when he began performing. My mother was a fan of The Jackson 5, so I saw every television performance they did before Michael went solo.

Early in Michael's career, I realized how fragile he was emotionally. Having come from a dysfunctional family that had its share of abuse, I felt particularly protective of Michael, as I did for my siblings. When the media would attack him, I'd become enraged. Couldn't they see what they were doing to him? They tried and convicted him when the courts did not. It was obvious those events took pieces of his soul, from which he never quite recovered.

I feel honored and humbled to have shared my life and planet with such a humanitarian. We all know his financial troubles, but Michael never stopped giving when he saw children in need. Most of us only want to have a positive impact on one person in our lives. Michael impacted millions. Very few of us will ever be able to say that.

I am still moved to tears if I think too deeply on this subject. A part of me feels raw and aches with a grief I never expected.. I have yet to read the various magazines that have covered MJ's life because I begin to cry each time I attempt it.

For those who continue to try to make him out to be a monster: In this country a person is innocent until PROVEN guilty. There's never been evidence that Michael Jackson EVER did anything inappropriate to a child. Get your minds out of the gutter! Read Jordy Chandler's recanting of his accusations. Imagine the horror of living YOUR lives with the unearned title of Pedophile hanging over YOUR heads!

To all of us who've been profoundly touched by this person honored with CNN's coverage of his memorial: We are right to defend Michael and profess our deep feelings of gratitude for being a small part of this great man's life. May we each strive to reach across boundaries to help one another the way Michael did.

It was good to have the personal Chef on. To me she looked like the kind of competent, sweet, beautiful thinking person that MJ would want to have around, and to be around his children! She displayed restraint and professionalism by refering to her employer as Mr. And, if you are in Hollywood doing that kind of work, you are going to have professional people supporting your career. Actually all the people LKL has had on his show have looked pretty presentable. But that's not the point here at all.

Each person LKL has had on his show have provided clues. But I don't think people are listening, really listening.

Her recount of the events has been extremely consistent from the first interview to LKL. Either she has memorized the script or she is simply telling the truth. How refreshing.

Here's something she said repeatedly that nobody has provided a good answer for.. And I think there's a reason for not doing so. Which is part of the conspiracy idea. (Think how much money these people were making; think how they'd really like to have their next job with a celebrity as well).

She said the doctor came down the stairs and said "Get Prince, he's screaming very loudly".

Either the quote wasn't right, or the context wasn't right. Think about it.

Why would Prince already be screaming? Where was he screaming? What did he see? Why did the doctor have "time" to tell the Chef to get him?

When LK sort of asked a followup question, but he didn't clarify the situation at all, she said.

He was in (or might have been in) the Den which was near the Kitchen. If that poor child was screaming, then he was witness to what was going on upstairs or to something. One of the earlier reports I read said that the children, or at least Prince had seen their father collapse. That MJ had walked into where the doctor was ....and whatever happened did.

Again, this all happened in the MORNING to noon time. The children would have been expecting their father to be "awaking" and becoming available for having lunch with them (as the Chef said, he was pretty regular about this).

That means something was going on upstairs that had hyper-alerted either 1 or more of the children.

How in the world could that doctor have been spending "all that time updstairs" doing whatever..... without the first thing on his mind being .....to call for additional 911 help? Did he tell the boy to tell someone else to call 911? And Prince just started screaming?

Or couldn't the doctor have screamed just as easily down those stairs into the Kitchen to Kai Chase to call 911? Come on, this is getting crazier and crazier.

She must have had her own cell phone and could've called out.

She did seem a little oblivious about whether there were any "land lines" in the house.

How or with whom did she place her "grocery, supply" order each week?

Reverse this whole situation. And imagine that one of those precious children had been having an emergency?

What do you think would have happened, and how much time would've elapsed until help were to arrive?

Yes, her interview was a little bit "slick" but at least she had a little more to add to the situation. But it was kind of like she might have rehearsed her "statement" keeping things pretty "neutral".

How could she keep smiling so much....that was pretty interesting.

Anyway, I'm a highly suspicious personality and this mystery is beyond all reason.